Crossing Over & the Choice to Return
I have fully crossed over twice in my life… Here is the story of the second time:
My consciousness fully departed from this physical Earth plane. And I crossed over “to the other side”
Like a lucid dream, My spirit flew through all dimensions, time & space. However, “the conscious I” was a fully awake traveler, On a Soul Quest to remember why we/I chose to come here– to Earth in the first place. My body system paused for what felt like an eternity. I went on a journey into the unknown & was, indeed, able to “see it all” without any filters. I received an answer to some of life’s biggest questions. Why are we here? What is the purpose of this life? These questions were indeed, the quest-i-was-on!
I saw the interconnected web of the universe, the oneness within all of existence, the cosmic soup where all belongs, where the heartbeat of sentient beings dwells, where eternal love & ultimate belonging awaits. Where all knowledge & information is drawn from. Where the Source of all energy generates. Where there is NO ego. No separation. No form. No identification. No compartmentalization. Every-thing existed, all as one fluid consciousness.
And as glorious as it seemed to ascend into the etheric field of Akashic bliss, I felt immense heartbreak to abandon Earth. I saw that within this physical body there was a golden opportunity. I remembered why I am here. Now. In this body, with this mind. With this ego. Form. Identification. Compartmentalization. I saw the purpose. The Plan. I saw that Earth is ONE of the only places– where our soul gets to experience– this living-breathing, highly intelligent, sovereign body.
And as mundane as it sometimes seems walking this Earth, I remembered in this moment that felt like eternity, that our souls– deliberately chose this chance to reside Earth-side . With ecstatic excitement. With overwhelming honor. With a problem to solve. For the sake of simply existing, as a human experiencing the possibilities of form & expression. In all of its colors, shapes, sizes, trials & triumphs. With one focused determination: To mold this matter. To transform this matter. To reconfigure this matter. To texture this matter. Make a WORK OF ART with this matter. That’s it…. We are simply here to make art– with this Earthly matter.
It turns out, that anything & everything we do, is art. A relationship, a house, a craft, a skill, a hobby, a job, a pursuit, an adventure, a lifestyle, a child. It is all Art. It is all Creation being expressed through us. And On Earth, we get this rare opportunity to be the artist of– our specific life. Allowing streams of consciousness to move through us with rapturous glory, & Our body is the holy temple where Source gets to express itself in this individualized way… I saw from a Universal perspective that the chance to be in a human body, on Earth is like hitting Creation’s jackpot!
In that very moment, As my soul saw through the veils that cause us to forget, I realized this individualization is not a curse, but a blessing, unique to Earth.
I compared & I contrasted, the true difference between form & formless. The intelligence of both. The magnificence of both. And with ONE DEEP BREATH OF LIFE into my spiritless body I made the conscious choice, To return to Earth with a new eagle point of view, with refreshed enthusiasm & thrill to choose a mission unique to me.
My Spirit returned to my avatar body. I understood forgetfulness in a whole new light. I returned with a new sense of pleasure & delight to simply create an art piece with my life.
I now carry with me eternal gold from the other side.
From this experience of crossing over, Let me tell you, there is no other place in the universe quite like this planet. So may we learn to embrace each magical, mysterious moment in this earthly form with whole-hearted passion for this miracle of life. The RE-membering is a RETURN to the appreciation to BE alive & breathing. A reclamation of This chance to be A human– being & doing. A reclamation of One’s full embodied permission to be a conduit of source. Because our soul, truly loves this opportunity to create, ART On Earth.
May your art be wild. May your art be holy. May you be the vessel to bring through the next octave of possibility.
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