It’s been almost two years since I gave birth to my sun Kanou.
I breathe and feel myself, grounded and feeling whole again.
For a short while ~ I felt myself dissolve into the responsibilities that come with motherhood. Asking myself, where am I? In this beautiful mess? Feeling lost at times, forgetting how miraculous it is simply to nourish and tend to another life, simultaneously breaking open to the love of creator more and more everyday.
Pregnant with my child, I dreamed of blossoming in motherhood, when I crossed the threshold I felt a new found sense of belonging to this earth, to my self, and to god.
All my life I’ve known I’m here to share my love in the unique expression of my soul, I’m here to assist in the healing of wombyn, to encourage the deepening of connection to our sacred bodies, wombs and voices.
And I’ve wondered, how? When will I be ready?
I feel I’ve come full circle, I’ve emptied myself to be filled with the pure love of god.
Nothing can satiate hunger & thirst, like the love of our creator.
I’ve found this love through unravelling the barriers of my beliefs and stories, and opening my heart to life.
I’ve found a deep inner strength and inspiration to ground myself and my purpose into the earth. I actually feel ready.
The excitement of being alive is bubbling forth again, I feel it fluttering, inviting me to say YES to life. YES to showing up in my strength, YES to letting the love in.
I’ve been initiated and i recognize my place as a nurturer, giver of life, and the fiercely loving presence of SISTER. Here to serve the wellness of the womb and the rejuvenation of our voices.
When I was pregnant, I birthed an organic plant dyed clothing business. I needed work from home doing something I love, and creator guided me to this.
Many times I broke down in tears and frustration, feeling incapable of birthing my vision, inadequate or overwhelmed. Now i see clearly, how precious every step along the way was.
Every time we want to give up, and we move through it, even if it’s messy…
We fortify our resilience, our inner knowing that we are capable, this is one step on our path.
I’ve lost myself in the seemingly intangible balance of motherhood/entrepreneurship/art- to FIND myself feeling at peace with the beautiful mess and nestling into my souls purpose.
That which is showing up for the healing and tending to the womb and voice of womban.
Cozy and Spice has evolved and inspired me to birth a product I call MOONDIES!
Organic moon undies, lovingly handmade/dyed with a cozy pad sewn in designed for free bleeding. Herbal womb warming pouches that you heat in your toaster oven and herbal remedies from my garden formulated to bring deep healing and relief to the womb space, uterus and Yoni.
We’re also providing a sanctuary for women to relax, feel safe and dive into their deep inner treasure of song, womb wisdom and yoni steaming.
I’m eternally thankful to be walking on this earth and learning the ways of beauty and grace. Every day opening my heart just a little bit more,
And nourishing the courage to be a vessel of god’s love.
Xo – Sarah
“Sarah Love is an artist of the heart, a mother, and creatrix of Cozy and Spice, an evolving project oriented towards wombans wellness.”
For inquiries about yoni steaming/ sound healing/ voice activation circles on Maui, or and Cozy and Spice products you can email me at cozyandspice@gmail.com or find us on Instagram @cozyandspice