GMA’s Message :: October 2020

By Grandmother Kaariina Saarinen

The darkness of early nightfall has begun to reveal the pleasures of early to bedtimes, here on North Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada. A time transiting us as humans in the Northern Hemisphere more fully into the incoming winter with its weather fronts, tidal shifts, frost in the morning glazing the mown lawns of this homestead.

Owl as totem for this shapes are shifting FULL MOON serves as a perfect guide for wombs to be cleared and generational traumas to be resolved , dissolved, and clarity emerges.
Up here on North Island, OWL appears in its enduring heavy plasticized FORM: perched on fence posts overlooking the channels of northwest pacific waters, seated there on the ground viewing the possibility of mouse scaring next to a tool shed, or high up on the V of a rooftop scouring the time space before it for bats.

The yellow eyeballed OWL seeks the light within the dark night of humanity’s soul knowing that the day and the light will indeed return, presaging fierce faith in cycles and spiritual laws.

Its great elegant wingspan in the living form, glides with smooth sliding sounds, through the night from the sitka spruce branch as platform.  SWOOSH and OWL is on its mission, fulfilling its purpose: find nourishment for self and for its young or its young to come.  Keep the species strong and alive!  As part of mother nature’s never-ending cycle of species’ lives.

Only human in its not so kind form, forgets that it, too, has a similar purpose: to feed itself with nourishment that supports its young and the young to come. Only two-leggeds forget the potency of the medicines within forests, on these forest floors, within the wilderness of soul.

Yet within our earliest biological forms, we share these possibilities.  For within the unfertilized EGG of the mother woman and the grandmother woman, lives the potential to remember and to realize its fully developed and expressed function! 

Often, during Sacred Womb clearings and Groin clearings, I sense Great Spirit, compassionate ancestors hovering like OWL, over beings’ family trees, in a kind of wonder: will this one be the answer to its prayers?  Will this be the ONE to be the ONE who is the change?

From that vantage point, Spirit Ancestor remains sovereign, nonjudgmental, non-labelling, divinely assured that the Mystery will unfold as the beings CHOOSE to free selves of past traumas.  There is a deep profound knowing that Spirit knows and guides all to the very point of our ORIGIN and that there, lives FREEDOM to choose once again.

Science as one of the faculties of humanity’s genius, has offered through studies in cellular biology and the instrument of Dr. Bruce Lipton, a profound understanding of how the generational trauma has been passed on.  In that, there is also a very wise way to map the roots of trauma and once mapped, to travel through those timelines and begin to shed LIGHT on those decisions and perceptions.

For this MOON, let us say that it all began with our grandmother’s pregnancy of our mother and that within the womb of agreement between fetus and mother grandmother, there was a cascade of hormones influencing the creation of FORM as female .  This form as future woman contains precursor cells that over time within utero, become a life’s supply of ovum or eggs. These future eggs within ovaries contain genetic material that is encoded with how to live fully as woman as well as uncoded DNA.  There are traces of our grandmother’s emotional responses to her relational and environmental experiences, as well as her CORE womb wounds and beliefs of self as woman mother.  All vibrationally influences the liquid container of the ovum, the eggs, the unfolding of reproductive organs.  There, then is the ancestral echo of what many of us as women are now experiencing and expressing. 

To continue to weave into Mark Wolynn’s service and offerings; IT DID NOT START WITH US and it is not our fault!  YET, once experienced impersonally, as OWL simply observing, we can be the ONES who choose differently.  Just imagine, that we as humans informed by so much trauma through our own failure to feed selves and our young wisely, can finally reconfigure those genetic configurations within the wombs and within the ovum of our grandmothers!

Breathing deeply into this possibility, breathing deeply into the grace of this moment, knowing that miracles are the natural order of this day and way!

Let OWL now witness similarly the procreation of male man father within the womb of our grandmother.  Another choice point, and the sperm that will someday will fertilize an egg during the fertility cycle of woman soon to be mother, is also a blessing, an original blessing.
Here in this womb-scape of the grandmother dwells possibilities as the incarnating agreement is to procreate man male father of the future transforming androgyny into this possibility.

Putting this all together as a miracle womb, the past containing the presence of a future US, reveals our possibility beyond trauma of the grandmother!  Exhaling into this dis-creation of distress, what unfolds now in the wisdom of your own OWL nature?
Notice the significant difference between the formation of egg and woman, of sperm and man.  Biologically, sperm continue to develop until puberty absorbing the joy and pain of growth as boy into pre-man!  Whereas the womb woman potential mother receives her lifetime supply of eggs birthed when she is delivered into this side of the universe.
Eventually, one of these eggs leaves the ovary and cocoon and travels through the fallopian tubes to descend into the warmth of endometria and nestles into this juiciness as preparation for a future cocreation of another culture of cells.  It is through the tracking of this conscious cocreation of ovum within grandmother womb and the delivery of a supply of eggs within the ovary of girl woman to be mother that a new level of awareness within the Sistarhood develops.

As woman arising from girl more awakened then ever before, we become saturated with this divine love, the ancestor whose compassion is so great that there is only the embodiment of joy and discovery, of curiosity and wonder as the bodies develop various capacities and resolves its own issues as female in form.

Equality in spirit between male and female is our birthright and we are here to claim this with vivacity with profound gratitude and to stand one with the other in two differing forms yet arising awakening from the ovum of the grandmother!

KABOOM!

Divinely guided through MOON cycles, the ovum or cosmic egg, has an incredibly universal intelligence and a calling for girl woman to relax and to allow to surrender to this journey of lifetimes.  Slowly unlearning the shaming influences, the traumatizing effects of grandmothers’ of mothers’ of fathers’ lives, the new earth woman girl possible mother is now readying to dance her own divine orders, to reveal on her life’s path what her greatest gifts are.

Adolescence is a revelatory time and stage in which the true work is to develop a single minded focus on one’s natural gifts, and to cocreate within a family, the environment that engenders the courage to be one’s self fully~

Ahhh, new core beliefs infiltrate the cellular walls of human existence with vibrations matching the core essences within.  The spiritual law unfolds: as within so without; so without as within. These spiritual principles influenced by practices continue the alchemy of transformation of fear as a basis to love as a platform from which to explore and discover the universe.

Both female and males are capacitated to commit to these practices, to these ways of the spiritual warrior and sacred healer within.  AND it is never too late to do so.
Nutrients from the umbilicus passing through into the placenta are another of evolutionary’s ways to keep the species strong, resilient and resourceful.  Grandmother’s choices, mother’s choices, father’s choices all influence by modelling and by infant and child absorbing, the prevalent desires of its lineage: to choose health and whealth, to choose wisely and kindly, is to build the receptor cells to discern that which is in fact, healthy!

Like a magnet, the earlier stage as ovum or egg, contains particles that attract a sperm that has been fed similarly or differently by the mother grandmother father grandfather…. There is a symposium of nutrients that configure in ways that influence one’s decisions has a child, as a pubescent, as an adolescent, as a young adult and these nutrients influence one’s perceptions of self, of others, of life on earth and in this universe.

Emotions of the grandmother, of the mother, of the father are transmitted through the watery realms of the womb to the in utero fetus as well. These biochemical responses influence the matrix in which the cells are informed.  Relationships inherently reflect or mirror these inner relationships of nutrients of emotions of perceptions and thus, each aspect can be influenced in order to reverse ancestral decisions.

Change is possible.  We are living at a time in the greater cycles of time on earth, within Gaian or universal times, when a certain ignorance is over.  These enlightening ways of the OWL with brilliant yellow eyeballs, seeing through the human’s dark night of soul, brings forth women who accept these response-abilities for transmuting our own eggs, for caring for our own ovarian cycles, for tracking and honouring our moon times.  Within this decision, is a greater ripple into the fields occupied by men.  Men are now being consistently invited to respect and in fact, to track a woman’s cycles and to trust and to know the woman as mother as grandmother as source.  One who has the capacity to root deeply into the origins of ones female forgetfulness and to re enter the timespace of YES to all life and for all relations.

There is amongst these dark autumnal times a calling for remembering: like the Fiesta de la Morte in Central America, there is a need to celebrate those who have passed over before us for all life and all death contains the illumination of choice.  Just as leaves from deciduous trees turn colour and fall, there is within these particular times, a turning of our colours and a letting go of core beliefs core languaging that does not serve the darkness of winter, the gestation of a new cycle of the divine unfolding.

Just as Einstein once offered to humankind: Imagination is more powerful than knowledge, we are now entering another phase in human evolution. We are being called to IMAGINE the genetic uncoded material in grandmothers eggs as a new paradigm of conscious cocreatorship! No longer victims seeking or magnetizing rescuers and blaming persecutors, no longer stuck in duality of good or bad, right or wrong, humanity is reaching INTO its own source points and choosing to come awake to consciousness itself!
Science has languaged new possibilities while Spirit has held a sacred space occupied by compassionate ancestors for the releasing of what has been haunting us.  We no longer need to be trauma informed and defensive, reactive, or aggressive.  We can be vulnerable, uncaged, and singing once again.

Repatterning at these levels or within these realms leads us to a divine intersection, wherein overlapping circles yield these FLOWERS of LIFE!  With these original blessings revealed, we have more human potential to cocreate from love a new earth a heaven on earth within singular beings, within sacred partnerships, within families, within communities, within the wilderness of soul on earth!

The Daily Word, the prayers of Silent Unity, the holding of mantra as a practice for 21 days, yogic practices for 30 days, morning meditations invoking the presences of ascended masters to enter into the grandmothers and mothers wombs, to heal and resolve the issues within the groins of sons and fathers, these are just some of GMA’s favorite processes.

The ecology or environment of the egg is fluid and according to indigenous water blessing ceremonies, we can influence contents gratefully.  Maseru Emoto’s HADO PROJECT complete with electronic microscope reveals what we have in rituals known for generations.  Water is impressionable and thus has memory that can be changed.
We are living in these wonderous of times, and as in The Course in Miracles, lesson 365:Your name and mine are God’s.

Miracles are the natural order of the day, this day and the day of all days.
IMAGINE when BOTH woman and man enter into this timespace of sacred agreement that we are here as equals to serve the greater goodness now emerging from humanity’s soul, IMAGINE what it will be like for our children, for our grandchildren, for our future generations.  IMAGINE what our priorities will be day by precious day: what will truly and truthfully be important. IMAGINE if by the powers of our intentions, aspirations, commitments, that our mutual passions are aligned to continuing to clear the ovum of grandmothers of holocaustian traumas, of indigenous massacres, of the suppression of women’s response-abilities for our own fertility cycles and thus, returning to HER universal intelligence.

OWL comes to hoooot at these turning times, asking WHO are we truly?  How do we hunt and gather our resources to feed selves cells and progeny? OWL without judgement instinctually knows where and how to be.  OWL within its wisest form KNOWS what is the highest most divine way of fulfilling its purpose and its promise in the wilds of life. Its great wingspan leaves a shadow upon the earth floor reflected in the light of this FULL MOON, a shadow that welcomes remembrances: This trauma is not our fault, we do not deserve to be punished or imprisoned.  We are response-able for our capacity to sing through the viruses of fear and into the pockets of deaths celebrating these ones lives at these Fiesta de la Morte.

WHOOOOO are we now?  We are awakeners, awakening to new possibilities as Spirit and Science merges and supports one another as SOURCE and as EXPRESSION with ancient yet contemporary medicines: mudras, mantras, mandalas, music, memes that will shatter the currencies of delusions of separation from US: all together we arise and all together we are the CURE!

Grandmothers are circling this earth with our prayers. Mothers are dancing these full moons with our intentions. Women are singing the bearth of a new generation. Girls are remembering the beads on the necklaces of grandmothers’ legacies. Children are responding to our love and our veneration of their courage to be here now.
These are times of US, OUR times together, to sing of The Great Awakening. For all of our relations. Welcome to OWL and being informed.